My family found out my relationship with the panda already. I know i can't hide it anymore, i can't run away anymore. It's not as if i wanna hide that i have a bf now. It's because of my mum's big reaction that made me deny and hide everything.=( It's not ez to hide this kindda things.
Look, even my ex (same age as me)told me that he already told his parents abt his relationship with his new gf, and heh, his parents only advised him not to let it affect his studies. BUT, Y M I NOT TT LUCKY???
Gonna get blast by my parents (In particular, my mum.) tmr. My dad is kinda the neutral party. My bro will not say anything.
Yeah. Life sucks.
Self-torturing can sometimes cure some "heart" problems. I do not cut myself of cus. But, i do hit myself hard til i get blueblacks, or bite myself til i get very deep teethmarks.Once i was so upset and so stressed, I hit myself and bite myself in front of the panda. He was so afraid that i would hurt myself and he told me to hit him instead.It has been long since i've done that and i try not to do that anymore.
Ahhh, some happy stuffs-- Went to Causeway Pt to meet up some frens for a movie after meeting XY for an hr of shopping. Watched Little Man. It was soooo hilarious! But the little man was really an ugly creature.=/ A 40-yr-old's head on a little baby's body? Gross leh!LOL.
Btw, It's ZHANG QUAN's b'day on 22nd sept!Happy Bday! (Actually, he is the ex whom i mentioned above.LOL.) He is finally 17. Congrats.LOL. Hope that he will score good grades and he will be happy with his gf forever!=))
i am who i am
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