I did not appreciate it that you made an effort to send me to school this morning, when u don't even have to bother to wake up early at all. I scolded and quarrelled with you for 35mins in the MRT.=( It's all my fault. I'm such an idiot. I do not know how to appreciate you.
U even made an effort to come down to the Mrt station to wait for me after my school ended, despite u being so tired. U made an effort to buy me ice-cream because u knew that i'm disappointed with my results. But, we quarrelled again because of ME. I'm an ass i'm an ass i'm an ass.
Maybe, that explains why i wasn't in a good mood today.(I only realised that after YV asked me.) I don't think it's cause of my not-so-goody results because i won't usually be sad for long for results that are already anticipated. I know i won't do very well and it came out that way and "poof", i'm disappointed, but not really sad.
The main point here is: I'm really an ass. How can i treat U liddat? =( I'm sooooo sorry! One day, i think i will drive U and me crazy. Maybe i should flush my head in the toilet bowl. Maybe i'll have a "flushed" brain too, no short-term memory, no extreme emotions, no psycho mind--Just a new fresh brain inside the "flushed" head. WTH am i toking abt. SIAO.
Speaking of SHORT-TERM memory, mine's rather serious. There was a day when i was talking to my dear over the phone, and i suddenly asked him," Heh, have i brushed my teeth?"(YAH, and as if he will know.) I thought i'd brushed my teeth but I don't rem doing that. But I thought i really brushed it. I even went to check the toothbrush to see if it's wet or not.=/ See, That explains y i can still score not-so-well even if i've studied. =(