F**king depressed now. The reason--Unknown.
Maybe it was cus of Her, Him, Them, or whoever.
Hais, if only if only. Life is everything but anything that bugs me. That makes me feel so depressed. I think i am disgustingly smart at the wrong things. Smart idiot me.
Anyway, i saw an old lady, abt the age of 60, on the same bus as me today. I was standing, with quite many other passengers on board, and she was there too. Out of a sudden, she talked very loudly in Hokkien, which i cldn't make up what was that, to herself. I think the whole bus was stunned. Then, she began walking around, and continued talking to herself. After a stop where many of the passengers alighted, i was kindda standing alone--very far from the next person standing. At this time, she began to walk very closely to me, and still talking to herself. I was superrrr afraid that she would suddenly hit me, or scream at me!>.<
Hmmm, on the other hand, i was thinking, why on earth did the children let her walk on the streets by herself? It is very obvious that she has some illness. Her children shld take care of her! But then again, did her children abandon her cus of her whatever illness? That was why she was allowed to walk around all by herself without anyone taking care of her? Sigh, what's becoming of the society? And, coincidentally, our class had wrote an essay this morning during crs lesson for this topic, "Are we a throwaway society?" YAH. i f**king agree.
Sighs.
I am still depressed.
i am who i am
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