Sudden blank-out always occurs, especially when i'm tired. Or when i'm having the period.
I absolutely hate gastric pains. Why are men created with so many problems?Because men are always the source of problems?
I don't wanna grow up.
Thinking back, I really love the secondary school days when all of us play, scream fight... When the guys played soccer matches after school, the girls would definitely be cheering them on, even thou there may be tests the following day.
We teased each other like nobody's business," Heh, why is your butt dented in?"(meaning you seriously don't have a butt).
When someone fails or did badly for tests/exams, that someone would surely say," It's ok, just get used to it."
Not forgetting, the guys would always "open durian" in class(pins down a targeted man of the day, strips him, pull down his pants, observes the part/ the butt).
Also, the funny names that the girls proudly gave themselves--The Butties, The seven sisters(qi jie mei)... ...
And, i must confess that i was the mastermind of almost every disgusting things that happened to the guys. (giggles) The most memorable one was the pulling down of someone's PE pants straight after PE lesson, thou the one pulling wasn't me. (hahaha.Opps,i'm really sorry for that ok my suburban.) Yea, and not forgetting, the match making sessions. Oh yea, and Mr no armpit hair.(hahahaha.)
At least, all these are special memories that will be kept forever.
I miss those days badly.
Something so hard
goes straight to the soul;
it seems impossible to get over
and my heart is left with a big hole.=(
Even if that hole was being mended, no way it's gonna be or look perfect again.
i am who i am
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