I don't deserved to be cared for.
I think i treated him badly for this past yr.
Like today,
He was working and it was his break time.
He was yearning to talk to me.
But, I hung up his phone cus i did not feel like talking.:(
Yet, when he knows that i'm feeling down he bought me imported chocs from the airport.
I suck i suck i know.
i am who i am
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