I wonder if the gods heard my prayers? I am hoping, wishing... Past days/ months of suppressing my feelings, i feel as if i'm going to explode. I can't confide in anyone, am i not supposed to? Issit that the time hasn't come, or issit just that i wanna run away from the truth? Sometimes i regret, sometimes i feel guilty. Tell me, what can i do? You always tell me that i should have listened to you at that time, But on the other hand, the closest of mine kept encouraging me to choose what i want to do. Now, i do not know what is right. No, i really don't. A part of me wanted to stay, a part of me not. I do not want to make the wrong choice, so i hope this is right. Therefore, i hope everything is alright. Please. I promise that I'm gonna do what i've said. Give me another chance. Please. Don't take anything or anyone away from me.