A Chance

I wonder if the gods heard my prayers?
I am hoping, wishing...
Past days/ months of suppressing my feelings, i feel as if i'm going to explode.
I can't confide in anyone, am i not supposed to?
Issit that the time hasn't come, or issit just that i wanna run away from the truth?
Sometimes i regret, sometimes i feel guilty.
Tell me, what can i do?
You always tell me that i should have listened to you at that time,
But on the other hand, the closest of mine kept encouraging me to choose what i want to do.
Now, i do not know what is right.
No, i really don't.
A part of me wanted to stay, a part of me not.
I do not want to make the wrong choice, so i hope this is right.
Therefore, i hope everything is alright.
Please.
I promise that I'm gonna do what i've said.
Give me another chance.
Please.
Don't take anything or anyone away from me.